Swear words.

The other day a friend told me something really simplistic. ‘Just think of all the good times you had together. Can’t be that hard to decide aint it?’ True. But then something struck me, it’s been so long, so much forced ignorance, so much deliberate rejection, I can now hardly even recall those times. Or maybe during those times that we had, we were simply too preoccupied with something else, thinking what we had would last forever. Well now we know. Time rearranges our memories- only to make those pains in trying to ignore, forget and reject so much more vivid than the good times. Maybe this time, it will truly be over, once and for all.