Swear words.

Look away now.

Used to never understand why people don’t try at all, why they choose to look at their situation and walk away, go crazy and get depressed. I thought I knew what it was like, but really, I know nothing at all. I mean, what was I thinking? I’ve never ever been in their situation in my life, never really had to try or fight for anything, much less fall all the way to the bottom and try and push through to the top. I don’t know how they do it.

I wish I knew, what they did - when they couldn’t stand to look at themselves, when they couldn’t see the edge around, when they are like a marathon runner with a broken leg and an hour behind the first runner.

It’s an amazing relevation in life to suddenly realise, you don’t know how to try at all. And then, to be thrown into the exact situation. Maybe, it’s time to question faith.